Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The Beast and the Harlot~
Haha.

You know, this week is coming to an end,
which means that November Programme is ending,
which means that Physics SPA is coming,
which means that O Levels are ending,
which means that holidays officially start.
Wee~

Malay O levels yesterday. I didn't lose hope but I don't wanna be too confident. Just pray for the best.

I don't look like my brother, do I?
I don't think I look like him.


Anyway, my 'mom' recognises me! I'm so happy! XD

Mr Goh is so ecstatic every time he sees my Black Book.
So conscious as to what goes in there.


OH! Mom dug out my bro's and mine waterbottles. Guess what's on it?
PIKACHU!
It even had our names on it, written ourselves.
I have a picture of them but I'm lazy to post.

Nowadays, I randomly say AVENGED SEVENFOLD! AVENGED SEVENFOLD!
Because they still rock!
XD


I have to pull through and suck it in and face everything that's thrown to me. I know that I can do it, and with the support of the necessary people, all the more I can do it and there is no 'I can't'.

21:27 N

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Yesterday's NCO POP brought back many memories.
It went gushing into the little brain of mine.
That was only the parade part.

The Drum Majors' performance sure was entertaining.
More memories came back.

After everything was over, Imm Joo, Shumei and I rushed to Marvin. Snapped photos. With Xavier too.
Then I saw the 34th batch of NCOs. I swear I almost cried.
Talked to them. Indescribable feeling.

Sabreena and Marissa couldn't come. I missed them so much!


NCO also made me feel at ease, getting to be with people of the same species.
Haha. Malay peeps I meant.

A part of me regretted going to a Chinese Catholic school. My Malay friends are minimal.
And sometimes I feel so foreign being there.
I can't even speak my beautiful mother tongue as and when I want. Not as freely I mean.
I will always be in a group where people speak their language and ignore my presence.
I bet even if I passed on, they wouldn't realize.

That's why NCO left a deep impact on me.
I feel so free. It's like I have never seen so many Malays before.

But then again, a part of me didn't regret going to Holy.
The band is just an amazing family.
The opportunities I get from there. The friends I met.
All are irreplaceable.
If I didn't come to this school, I wouldn't even know if I could be the one attending NCO.


Oh dear. NCO is dearly missed.
The people. The experience.
Wonderful.



NCO aside. O Levels, here I come.

23:27 N

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Must. Work. Hard.
For. Malay. O. Levels.
Next. Tuesday.
!!!

Must. Get. More. Practice. Papers. !!

Must. Have. Motivation.
To. Memorize. Peribahasa.

Must. Do. Well.

He's my motivation. XD

17:43 N

Monday, November 02, 2009

Live from Costa Sands Resort Pasir Ris.
Haha.

Bored by homework. Finding an alternative to fill time.

I learnt a lot of things today. How cool is that?


It's November already! O Levels! Hurry over!

I wonder what was Li Jun's the other one. You know you know.
Don't know then don't bother.

Haha.

19:51 N

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I tried so hard, but not so hard.
In the end it doesn't even matter.

Yeah that's true. I tried so hard to be nice to people. But it's like slapping the air. Nothing happens.
I'm just wasting my time. And people's.

I don't get it. What is it with me that makes me so...out?
I don't wanna make assumptions. If I do, people would make their assumptions. And there wouldn't be peace.
Then again, who reads this?

Forget it. My future is set. My best friends are my family. No one else. Everyone else are phonies.
I can't believe I always cry about this kind of things.
I wanna complain to my korkor but I should let him study hard.

My fate is set. I should just accept God's blessing.

18:39 N